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Amuser

by Ben Roque

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1.
Well if you're gonna rip a paper skull, too many thoughts will hit the floor I poured a ribbon 'til the jaw got full of words tied up in bows While I've been dancing on the devil's tail the stars melt on the hill and she fell down from the moon and cried, "Is this for real?" Well... Said all the thunder you can find in a shell "It sure is fancy meeting you" she didn't have to keep an eye on hell cuz there's nothing to do I got my polish and mahogany coat I'll swan dive in the earth and she fell down from the moon and cried, "What is this worth?" Well... Send me off to bed with a shovel send me off to bed with a show send me off to bed with a shovel
2.
Someone's knocking down your door, suddenly you're here alone her letter came after she died, flowers drank all of her wine you didn't have to tell your poem for me to know that you had one like a question she'll become oh no oh no... Autumn Brawler bet your eye I will petrify Dressing up in the sunset, purple clouds around your neck overcrowding in my mind, a skeleton is serving wine if love is all she ever felt, a second thought said something else blow a cloud of all that's left oh no oh no... Autumn Brawler bet your eye I will petrify blue ruin
3.
Rattle in a boxcar, a spark on the rail hollow in the brick wall and the hound found no trail get the shovel, Lonnie's under the tree whittling a root to keep his bones a mystery he'll make a fine mystery Swimming in a graveyard in a mahogany coat scandal in the water and the poison in the joke get the metal from Old Junk Iron Jaw and leave the man alone to make some sense of it all to make believe in it all to make believe it at all Moving in the mansion to burn down the block paying off a preacher but they all died of shock get the neighbor, I heard a voice in the smoke laughing as he spoke he said that whiskey ain't a joke the whiskey ain't no joke Rattle in a boxcar, a spark on the rail hollow in the brick wall and the hound found no trail get the ladder, he's buried up in the tree chasing down the hatchet 'til the sun is underneath until the sky is underneath until the sky is underneath
4.
Where all the cemetery flowers bloom busting the windows in a carnival saloon to vanish behind their cheap perfume Well if you're here to sell me some fool's gold sawed off a shotgun and I'll pour myself a road lit out for Reno with a ghost Now who is this candle lit for? Pour me a dream Now who is this rain falling for? Pour me a dream I know where all the headless roses grow I hold a scarecrow in the coals now who is this candle lit for? Little Amuser's at the door Sat down to poker with the tarot cards I had a royal flush that broke the joker's heart madness is only just a start Ask me directions and I'll turn to smoke just follow me and you might hear my favorite joke moonlight is anybody's ghost Now who is this candle lit for? Pour me a dream Now who is this rain falling for? Pour me a dream I've seen a vandal ride the setting sun I know a wolf who cried no one now who is this candle lit for? Little Amuser's at the door
5.
With birds in your hat a milk white moon haunted maniac he settles his debt throws a bag of nails at the place he left since I learned the trick from Jekyll I hang like a kite at the bar Fats won in a fistfight I saw the man Houdini in the rain but the thunder vanished with the train since I learned the trick from Jekyll Initials scarred in tree bark a pin cushion charm a dog's teeth in your forearm have you seen this man? since I learned the trick from Jekyll
6.
Cinder block by an old fence post pieces of a scarecrow lying in the road weeping on the avenue is all I heard she wasn’t back in time to find she wasn’t there at all Wenonah’s on her way back home It’s a funeral every goddamn day singing in a strait jacket at the wrong gate burying the hatchet was the only way to pay back your mortician before he changed his mind again Wenonah turns away Wenonah turns away from home Wenonah’s on her way back home She never got away someone’s orchestrating this Counting down but you don’t know why a front row seat with a broken eye visions of a lit fuse circling the night she’s spilling out the side to anyone at all she’s swearing at the sky
7.
Lit fuse, perfume raining nail let the weather in the room wet money, striptease bend them bones til the buzzards barely breathe riot, there's a riot unraveling Staircase, wet moon cemetery talk is all she knew camera, no eye waking up inside a chalk outline riot, there's a riot unraveling No dice, checkmate never met a clock without a face click heels, keyhole disembodied voices at the door
8.
It's only weather we're in tonight it's like it's been waiting for you blow out the candle and come to bed we'll listen to the morning Some things just take their sweet time and time is all I'm here to heal You or the faces off the cards? solitaire is just a game roll up the carpet, we'll sell it all and find some place we've never been Some things just take their sweet time and time is all I have for you It's only weather we're in tonight
9.
I made the bed like a soldier, poured myself another sky-blue I told the devil on my shoulder don't you have something to do? I left a trail of sulphur matches, dared the sun to miss her cue you'll never recognize your voice when you're asking who put out the light I heard the sirens and lit a cigarette for Mona Lisa I left the key in the door of a house I’m burning to the ground the cops are digging for the bones of an answer that can’t be found you never recognize your voice when you’re asking who put out the light Well it’s one for the wagon and one for the rubber room they trace him in chalk on a Labor Day afternoon they found no name but he’s missing his last gold tooth I bet my time on a bullet riding down the ragged line I split the morning down the middle, I kissed the moon between the eyes the paper told me all they knew but the ink wasn’t there to dry you never recognize your voice when you’re asking who put out the light Crows will heckle from a wire, blinking in my broken taillight the clock is melting on a fence, dripping like a leaky roof I’m dealing out another city, aces on the avenue you never recognize your voice when you’re asking who put out the light
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Hands, spinning on a clock headless thoughts they start to talk ginger tobacco and rouge say she's wounded and tattooed by the sight of Skeleton Key Clockwise Penny's on the fence shoot the morning in defense she left broken bones in bed what decision was there left? Blue candle on the bar scratching tickets, dealing cards bloody fingers on a glass she don't gamble 'til you ask what she left in Skeleton Key Smoke carries you away then you wake up half erased red lips move without a sound dig your heels into the ground while she listens for Skeleton Key Storm clouds gather in the mirror faces all know why you're here Barking Iron heard you call wipe the footprints from the hall Gun powder on her breath keep your shoes on after death she wore shadows like a dress you keep asking "Have we met?" but she's only there for Skeleton Key

about

"Roque's greatest strengths lie in his lyrical ingenuity and imaginative world building. A strong compositional continuity binds the album together, all while its abhorrent inhabitants try to burn everything to the ground." -Jordan Adams, Seven Days.

www.sevendaysvt.com/vermont/ben-roque-amuser/Content?oid=27879406

Santa Ana winds insist there is no beginning
and there never was. Nothing really begins
in a place with no memory. A diamond forgets
the pressed coal, the cremation, and the death.
I abandon myself in the places I’m made of.
The ghosts I’m made of. The face cards that sing
Who is this candle lit for? Who is this rain falling for?
But a spark on the rail, from Swansea to Tyson Furnace,
unravels like a fuse across the Mojave Desert
where I become smoke; restless, formless…
with no origin, it’s clear that mystery is inseparable
from honesty. And honesty brings art to life –
ancient air, bent and breathed into the shape of music.
The same air that petrifies.
The air that cheap perfume vanishes in.
The air you don’t recognize your voice in.
The air that reveals the sight of Skeleton Key –
the place you see, hear, and feel, but cannot find…
Now I dance on the devil’s tail and cough up
the flowers I walk upon. Somebody better kiss
the moon between the eyes… the amuser’s pepper
is in the weather. -July 6, 2019

credits

released July 9, 2019

All songs written, played and recorded by Ben Roque in San Diego, CA and Burlington, VT
Mastered by LANDR
Cover collage art by Ben Roque
2019 Bell Drive Press

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Ben Roque Burlington, Vermont

Noir/Lo-fi influenced musician, author (The Midnight Cabaret, Calliope Steam, Living Paint), and collage artist.

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